It
wasn’t all that long ago I thought this cancer road lay long and
arduous ahead. And now, I’m entering week six
and have only seven treatment sessions left!
I will conclude these treatments on Wednesday next! This
is amazing and I’m getting excited to get on with the rest of my life.
I
have to comment though about particular advantage we have in facing these
challenges. All of us at the Hope Lodge
enjoy the benefits of staying at this first class facility, but those of us who
live close enough to trek home each week for the weekend have an additional
benefit. It’s so nice to be able to hop
in the car on Friday morning and be back in the home setting within a couple of
hours. I see the folks who live too far
away to make the trip home and my heart goes out to them. Theirs is a long journey. We were talking with a couple of the fellows
tonight (amidst taunts and trash talk about the Cardinals beating the Pirates
tonight!! GO CARDS!!) and they said that
at this point, if they made the trip home, they probably wouldn’t come
back. Honestly, I’m quite sure they
would, but the temptation would be there to not return. Battling cancer is not something one toys
with by way of choosing to skip treatments.
We put our trust (and lives) in the hands of the doctors and staff and
we pray that they are effectively and permanently ridding our bodies of this
foreign threat.
So,
here’s an update on me. I have now
completed 25 of my planned 33 radiation treatments and tomorrow I will complete
chemo treatment number six. Not sure if
the doctors will go with six being enough, or move to a seventh chemo
treatment.
The side effects from the
radiation are definitely building up.
The left side of my neck and face are quite burned. From a previous blog input, you may, or may
not, know that I’ve lost the whiskers on the left side of my face. No other hair has been lost yet. Significant
mouth sores are abundant, making for difficulty eating and swallowing, but I
still have not used the feeding tube. (I
will be REALLY glad when the feeding tube is removed! I discussed it with Dr. Higgins today and I’m
looking forward to it!). The skin on my
neck is very red and angry and is beginning to crack and develop sores. The docs have given my more prescriptions for
care for the skin and Aquaphor and is a new, good friend. I will administer a pain patch tomorrow.
The doctors are being
preemptive in pain management and I appreciate that. My weight is down to 200. I have not been this low in body weight since
I quit smoking some 24 years ago. I will
work diligently to not let those pounds return in the months and years to come
because, from a weight standpoint, I feel great.
My
mental capacities are intact…I think. I’m
having a slight dilemma these days with the baseball playoffs.
I became a St. Louis Cardinals fan years ago
when we live near St. Louis, but, I’ve always held a special affinity for
Pittsburgh sports teams. I even bought a
t-shirt last year that says, “Pittsburgh – So many rings it should be a planet!” Watching the games between the Cards and the
Bucs finds me mostly wanting the Cards to move on, but I’m okay with either of
them advancing.
I
continue to receive positive comments about the blog. I’m blessed that so many enjoy reading it and
that they are sharing it with others who may be facing similar challenges. As we share one another’s burdens, the load
is lighter.
Blessings
to everyone this October evening. I
trust that you are enjoying the fall weather and colors wherever you may
be!
I agree; driving home on the weekends is a benefit that is special in many ways. I think of the one man yelling loudly for the Pirates, and hope they don't disappoint as the Steelers have for his sake. Soon he too will be going home and this will be a memory as he sinks into the embrace of a loving family. As for you sir, in the words of that infamous encourager Charlotte....Chin Up! As for a Biblical perspective, "this too shall pass"! If all reading this blog could really know the background of which Ken speaks.......well, you could only come to one reasonable conclusion: even in cancer God is good and He has provided for all our needs! Dale M.
ReplyDeleteVery true Dale!! Excellent words my friend!!
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